I know that I’m stupid for still loving you. I know that nothing would ever be the same even if we picked up from where we left off. I know that we are both tired from fighting for this. I know that we shouldn’t have given up. I know that we should have just stayed. I know that we will see…
Sext: I saw you for the first time in 3 years yesterday and all of a sudden I was 15 again and it was January and I still thought that love smelled like stale Christmas trees and tasted like snow. And we became adults together and fell apart like adults do because they don’t know anything more than children.
Sext: I saw you for the first time in 3 years yesterday, but you did not even act like you recognized me and suddenly I am 18 and it is June and love smells like melting asphalt and tastes like blood.
By "The First One" by Claire Luisa (via siameasy)